hello . currently at ying house :] heihei , luckily tmr school start at 10.30 :]
Hmmm , sian . Life is as usual . boredd. but this month seriously suck . Dislike it ..
hope this month faster end . 1 more week to my birthday .. hhahahah , keep counting the days that have pass . hais , but i dont have any plan about it . how ? i dont have the mood to celebrate .. maybe ? but this sat going out with some of my classmate to celebrate . but i dont know will it be fun anot .. it since there no plan :( i have no idea where to go .. haisss~~~ Dont know what im thinking . I dont have any one to approach to .. but at least im lucky that there still people that i caan shared with .. It hurt , it stress , it tired ! i dont know how to express out well . All i can do iis just smile n make my day well . Feel that im like a clown . trying to encourage myself .. Dislike to sty at home in long term . Rather stay outside but about 12 plus i will reach home . It seriously hard .. I hope it will be save .. please :[ This is the first time i got this fearness .. N it feel worst then the previous thing happen in the past . I hate it . Life seriously suck . thinking why im still living in the world .. im useless , im hopeless . i dont like to study . I have to work hard to earn money to buy the things i like . even i love to spent alot .. or even i dont really spent much i still have to work .. Maybe i think too much or work to much bah ? but $$ is not enough . hais . I learning to support myself .. I dont wanna to give my parent anymore bundle . I have to be more n more indepedent . I think i still not enough indepedent . haiss s. i still haave to caall my parent everyday to console them . Heard their voice is seriously hurt .. Imagine that when im 20 they already above 55 years old . thinking wheather how long they still can look after me and my brother . My brother still young .. seriously hope he wont learn bad n study well . Okay , i will stop saying this matter lehh .

Yesterday went to school in the morning . as usual bus 171 n the same timing i will always saw Joel n acap :] funny .. tthey alway got the sit to sit .. I have to stand -.- .. hmmm , meet hygiene to school . End school go work . yesterday worrk 7 hours . hahah ! tiring ;] hahhaha .
today went to school .. thank to that johnathan that sit the same bus as me ;] lat least people to talk with . thanks bro :] hmmm , schooling is soooo fun . i love to disturb people but seen like im the one being disturb -,- .. idiot . hmmm , blablabla . after school take bus to interchange .. as usual again sit with joel n acap :D hahahhahaha . they sleep in bus funny sia . actually feel like taking photo of them but dont dare -,- scare kena scold .. hmmm . didnt work today too tired went home n sleep for 3 hours then off to meet ying at her house area cos got pasamalan :] bought food up her house n eat ... slack awhile later gonna ride bicycle back home leh .. hehehe (:

think i stop here byebye ...

My wishes is that all my close friends can celebrate with me n i will be happy leh (:
But think it wont come true ):

Nights